Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Desire's Jester

the map of my mind's desire is like a jester at the fair


he is giddy with nauseous colored grimacing features

and his lithe body dressed and twisting with loud patterns

his voice caterwauling with half baked ideas

his fingers writhe like copulating snakes

as he directs my attention to obscene stuffed prizes that pull at unrealized desires


If only I could decipher the slight of hand that pulls me into the mire of losing wagers

the blood boils and the desire to triumph all at once at any cost

throws the mind into a dizzying spin


the bells the the rattles the horns the crowds

keep the eye on the bulls throbbing heart at the center of muscle and dark hide

and pop the balloon with the dart and ahhhh from the spectators


and ahhhh I have won clutching a prize from ignominiousness and mute death

the jester melts into the onlookers amused or jealous inquiring befuddled glances


until from a distant corner of ear shot a new voice rises above the din and the mind is captured by its promise and the carnival laughs as we conspire toward our next amusement.

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