Sunday, July 26, 2009

Afternoon pages 7.26.09


Grabbing a quick slice of an endless rainy day
thunder breaks like a bomb overhead
lightening deters us from our kayak plans
shoulders sore from two hours of Yoga
plans for the evening
dogs are restless
then there is the perenial question
what is today
what is it going to create
meditate on
permissions and prohibitions
lineage masters

heating up last nights indian food
echoes of Millie
drawing in the bedroom
watching soccer
napping
ignoring the rowdy dogs
procrastinating on cleaning.

what am i going to create
who cares
painting to painful
write poems books etc nah
music? cant sing
books blah
pictures video
cartoons crap
sculpture shit
dreams conversations lost
just blank living
like a silent child
lost to everyones view
no garden just dirt
no plans just time
no joy just relax

no talk just words

flat ginger ale afternoon
in July slipping by
ignoring friends
and family
and listening to the rain

time to clean up


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